C`est la vie.

it feels like it’s summer. The only difference is that i’m not at Busch Gardens or Water Country, or Ocean Breeze, or the beach. lmao :D Me, aspen, & savannah were getting dehydrated outside. gaaaah! my ass is hurting. Thanks a whole lot lucas ! it gets annoying when you knee my ass. Oh yeah, Kayla —remember ? I’m hosting your bachelorate party ! BRING ON THE MALE STRIPPERS ! xD rofl, weeaaaaaaaaak ! okay so the ones we hired so far are Anthony and lucas ? lolz. they sure can pole dance. hahahahah. i love them, they are the shiiizniiit. xP anyways peoples, be sure to comment the new picture on myspaceee :) kbyee<3

There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She told her boyfriend, ‘If I could only see the world, I will marry you.’  
 
One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages came off, she was able to see everything, including her boyfriend.

He asked her, ‘Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?’ The girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn’t expected that. The thought of looking at them the rest of her life led her to refuse to marry him.

Her boyfriend left in tears and days later wrote a note to her saying: ‘Take good care of your eyes, my dear; for before they were yours, they were mine.’

This is how the human brain often works when our status changes. Only a very few remember what life was like before, and who was always by their side in the most painful situations.

Life Is a Gift

- Today before you say an unkind word - Think of someone who can’t speak.

- Before you complain about the taste of your food - Think of someone who has nothing to eat.

- Before you complain about your husband or wife - Think of someone who’s crying out to GOD for a companion.

- Today before you complain about life - Think of someone who went too early to heaven.

- Before whining about the distance you drive, Think of someone who walks the same distance with their feet.

- And when you are tired and complain about your job - Think of the unemployed, the disabled, and those who wish they had your job.

- And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down - Put a smile on your face and think: you’re alive and still around.   

todayyy was mothertruckin’ funn :D Okay so since i’m in avid first bell, we had to go on a field trip. i thought it would be boring, but i was waaaaay wrong xD lolz. So when we first got there, we had to like did these kidlike things we already did back when we were in elementary school. like putting yourself in alphabetical order without saying anything. then they split us into groups. I was in the “panthers” group <—-shania made up that name. lmao. I was with Quin, Nakia, Justin, Willa, Denise, & Shania. This whole day was fun cause we didn’t have to do any schoolwork! :D :D Shawwweeeet -ness xD At first we had to do the activites we did when they were at Bayside. which was like 4 or 5 months ago. rofl. which took like 1 1/2 or 2 hours. Maybe less, idk. Then we got to go eat our lunch. I brought a monster & these cool lunchables. haha jk. Everyone wanted some, & later on we all got hyper from it. QUIN, asked for a waterfall & HE DRANK A FUCKING SHIT LOAD of it. lmfao (^.^) so i didn’t have that much to drink afterwards. /: haha then our group went to the swing first. it’s not your average everyday swing in the park. more like height like. lol. So i went last/: cause everyone was being jerkfaceed. haah. So i was like the first person to go all the way up. Quin & nakia didn’t wanna go all the way, cause they said it hurts their balls. ahahahah Lmfao. however justin didn’t go high uptop anywhere cause he’s so scared of heights. Anyways when i was up there, & i let the hook go, it was so scary. i just went down super fast. it was scary sorta, but the funn took over my fear. lolz. it’s like a roller coaster a lil bit. x) Then after that we did this stupid climbing thing. all the other ones were gayyy. The swing was the best onee. then the other one was that we had to climb up on the log & fall backwards on it —like bungee jumping. xD last one was the one i hated most cause it was tight rope shit. i kept falling back & forth on that. it hurrrt my back. damn. lolz. then after we just chillaxed and talked with erryone. then we left and came back to school right before we were gonna leave. it was soo fun. thouqh i’m so so soreeee. it’ll pass, i think im only sore from walking home. xD Now i’m gonna go watch the wrestler. got the movie yoo. haha. ima check it out. kbyeee<3

lmao, last night i stayed up till 4 am! that’s the longest i stayed up in my 13 years of living! lmao….. i think ? haha, i guess i stayed up that late cause i drank a monster late at night. which i don’t usually do i usually drink it in the afternoon. rofl xD so i really overslept today. i woke up at 2 pm. which was like an hour & 19 minutes ago. C: i bet you’re wonderin what was i doin that late at night. Well , i was in my room in the dark rockin out to my ipod. lmao. As of now i’m drinkin another monster :D —that is some good shiit :) kbyyyyeee <3

get ready for a loooonnng ass post . haha. well the day started off horrible. why ?

1. got woken up earlier than i usually do which is 1pm. lolz.
2. had togo to Washington D.C.
3. spent forever in the car on the way & back.

in D.C. we went to the reaaalllly big church. in honor of the ressurection of Jesus Christ <3. there weren’t enough seats there so we had to stand up with a bunch of other people. but there was good news —there were a bunch of cute guys there. hahah lmao :) then after mass, we went walking round in the cold winds of D.C. first we went to the smithsonian museams. i liked the science museam better, cause they had a food court. xD no, but like they had really interesting stuff there. no lie. you may not know it; but i can be a nerrd . well…. maybe some of you already knew that. rofl. spent forever there. it was huuuuuge & full of people. then went on another long drive home. i fell asleep twice. which i guess is a good thing cause i don’t sleep much. which i need to start doing! C: so know im sitting here being maaaad tired as a bitch! lmfao :D kbyeee <3

RE-UPDATE.

those books are awesome. naw im forreal on this. i used to think it was boring, but now since i actually read it. i love it. how many more do i got to go ?

-twilight
-new moon
-eclipse
-breaking dawn
-midnight sun

i’m on Breaking Dawn now. i need to read that one fast before the year ends, cause i don’t wanna take jonquils book over the summer. something could happen to it. lolz.

i’m makin a notebook full of these. lyrics with decorations. it’s reaalllll pretty if you see it.

okay so my plans for spring break are …

• get some Eclipse reading done.
• chill with friends.
• go to nikkis b-day party.
• go to jojos b-day party.
• lose some belly fat, xD lolz C:
• make sure aspen gets me a t-shirt from warped tour.
• go to the beach.
• go shopping.
• wedding party.
• have funn :)

SPRING BREAK IS ONN. MORE PLANS TO ADD LATER WHEN I FIGURE THEM OUT. lol.

hahah, just kiddin. i love doin people’s pages. it’s funn! They always love it, when i’m done. except Chikayla, she asks to change it almost every week on myspace! xD lolz, but it’s otaaay, cause i still love herr <3 -no homo- I have talent in editing web stuff. i take time to learn it though. i used to know nothing about HTML, then i met myspace layout sites. Turns out i own one. seeeee! —->click! OR click! <—-told yoooouuu ! lmao. first clicks myspace page, then second click is website. follow me on it, cause its on tumblr. k ? need help with tumblr ? ask.  i’m not bein concited with this editing crapp, i just need something to do cause i’m bored half the time and i don’t want to take another giant nap! kaaay ? lolz. :P kbyyyeee.

hahahah today was coooollllll. hah. classes were classes, but the real fun was during lunch and after school. i had a monster this morning so i was kinda hyper.

so lunch, chill. lucas kept punching me! OWWWCHHIIIEE! lmao. lucas punched me once, then gave me a giant bear hug. another owwwchh! xD then sat and talked about stuff. chris was being mean to denise. but i was still weak bout it. hahaha chris you are so mean! Oh then after lunch we went outside, Lucas, Anthony, Justin, and Zack were bein retards. lolz. we were all playin round with each other. me, haley, willa, and then them again. lucas would not stop pushing me into the bush ! then Lucas pushed willa into it, and willa sat on it like it was a friggen chair, and said, “it’s kinda comfortable.” Then zack (bein the retard he always is :) ) jumped headfirst into one of the bushes, and hit his head in the wall ! hahah damn we were all weaaakkkk. Englishhh— me and haley we’re playin round with nakia. she kept kickin him so i said, ” hey haley, i bet you like kids with lazy eyes! ” bwahahahah she was laughin harrddd. then she said nakia you should wear pink tommorow cause you’d look sexy in it. i was all like “………HAHAHAHAHA” rofl. matthew told me we have chemistry together. if you know what he means. xD but he changed it to P.E. so more people will be in it. it’s an inside thingg if you don’t get it. xD Then the walk home was funn again! walked with nikki, anthony, lucas, chelseah, desirae, and kayla. well not that much with kayla, cause she walks fassssst. i guess she was pissed today. Lucas kept trying to push me into more bushes. Then anthony was hugging me and nikki. he was holding my hands though. >.> hahaha. jk, but he’s not my boyfriend kaaay ? then chelseahs dad finally came and gave me a ride to my house. whoooo! funn walk home :) wonder what’ll happen tommorow. hmmmm….. ahhaahha :D kbyyyyeeeeeee <3

Todaay was gooood.

P.E. - ran a track lap & played some volleyball. Avid - okay. still boring. i got a 90 on my binder check.Spanish1 - took a test. idk if i passed i didn’t know what see was in spanish. xD Social Studies - funn, funn. i like that class outta all of my other ones. Lunch - My favorite part of the day. i always love lunch. i was in line talkin to tj, matt, and other matt, derrick, nakia, and anthony. Look anthony gave me another hug and then matt bursted out sayin that me and kristine were talkin bout him. So then anthony headbutted me ): oooowww! thanks alot matt ): then i started beating up tj and other matt. lolz. it was fun. ate the delicious kind of pizza. yum :P English - it was alright. not like the other times we had classes. the waaay home - AWESOME-NESS:) walked with chelseah, aspen, jessica, brianna, james, lucas, and anthony. oh speakin of lucas and anthony. i think chelseah’s goin out with Lucas. idk. that what they were talkin bout the way home. so if it’s true congrats girl. you have your first boyfriend :) haha. chelseah is abusive. all the time no lie xD Anthony said i’m the better Chelsea. hahah. OH BABY! <— me n’ haleys inside jokeee.

daaaayyyuuum the dance was craaazzzzyyyy! Everyone be grindin. hahah. willa was gettin all up on james, james however was tryna run away. lolololol. oh and the dj didn’t have no 3OH!3! aspen, me, and jojo werre pissed, but we forgot bout it when we were all grindiiiin. idk how many i’ve grinded on. bahaaha! sam… WHOA MAMA! aha. she was unexplainable! [ in a good way:D] i danced with my date chelseah. i love her:) no homo. oh & people were slow dancin, and mrs.wortheley came in with a ruler to measure how far we had to be. i was all like whaaaat !? rofl. i had an extravagant time. my baby aspen looked jaw-dropen gorgeouss (; lucas was pissed for some reason. he wouldn’t tell me why. ): gave bunches of people hugs, oh and when i gave anthony one he said my hair smells goood. Thanks buddy, speaking bout my hair, i spent forever straightenin it, and guess what? it curled right back up! but that’s okay casue my hair still looks pretty when it’s curly. people love my haiiir.lmao, then i left with ryliegh, carley, raymark, and kayla. [kayla got her -f i r s t k i s s- from tyrique<3 awwwwwhhh. they make such a cuuuuuuute couple:) there needs to be more dances in the futere:) the school could finally be rich if they did! hahahaha. kbyeee.

Todays like the daaaaay ! yaaaaay! i love dances! lmao. i wonder who’s gonna become prince & princess of the seventh grade. ima be weaaak if its derrick or denise. cause i htink the whole thing was a joke. Today* P.E. - ewwwh, played volleyball n’ that’s it. avid - boring, oh & i got my detention rescheduled! yipeee! it’s not gonna ruin my spring break :) bahahah. theeen spanish1 - boring, kinda funny a little. mrs.o’neil can be quite the comedian. hah. science - boriiiiinng. worked on project. then lunch - my favorite part of the daaaay. chilled with mah beeshfweends<3 math - okaay. better than science. couldn’t work out the math problems though. lmao. now* - just got out of the shower. listenin to my new punk goes crunk cd ♥ then after i finish typing this i will blow dry my hair, and re-straighten it, theeeeen put on my dress with sneakers (: i’m goin punkyy here. hahah, i think…. jk. then i will apply make-up. xD adios !